I know what your going through. I left work early also do to a disability. All financials are looked after, first trip planned and all the stuff looked after or gone... Now if only the S&B would sell...
Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you're wrong.
I can relate,had a heart attack with subsequent heart damage and blockage that won't be cleared.Said to heck with it and got out on the road now in my 50's while I am as strong as I will ever be.Will settle down later if i'm alive.Best of luck to you.
Retired Navy
2007 Dodge Ram 2500 quad cab 6.7 cummins,6 speed auto,exhaust brake.
2007 Open Road 378SA4S-5,equa-flex and morryde X factor,wet bolt kit,michelin ltx M/S 2 tires